Abhorrence / by KERES

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One body, one soul,

One voice & one mind,

Never again

To be two of a Kind.

I felt all alone,

Until I found you,

And your kindness, compassion -

Your love, all shone through.

Never before

Did I know comfort or trust,

And never again,

Will I give all that I must.

I thought I could change

All the wrongs in my life,

But without your love,

I only know strife.

I’ve seen all my errors,

And calculated their cost,

But what hurts the most,

Is the love that I lost.

And no matter what life,

Or pathway I choose,

I will give it my all,

For I have no excuse.

I discarded your love,

And didn’t give you the chance,

But what befell us,

Was not happenstance.

So I turn to the Heavens,

And her stars in the sky,

I turn to the silence…

Though I still wonder why.

But I’ll pray for the best,

Though you deserve more,

And I pray I will rest,

Though I am all I abhor.